This is for my friend pavithra.... she too likes these songs... Who does'nt??? lol
Duet Movie Songs Lyrics
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Cast:Prabhu,Meenakshi
Music:A.R.Rehman
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Song- 1
Anjali Anjali Pushpaanjali
Anjali Anjali Pushpaanjali
Poovanti Padamulaku Pushpaanjali
Muddayina Pedavulaku Mohanjali
Kalahamsa Nadakalaku Geetaanjali
Kanaraani Nagavulaku Kavitaanjali
Ninna Daaka Nuvvu Nenu Iruvuram Evarani
Kammani Bandham Yilaa Telipenu Okatani
Kadalini Padu Vaanalaa Kalipina Madi Idi
Karigina Siri Mojula Kadha Yidi Naa Cheli
Edurugaa Toli Swapnam Tonikinadi
Edalo Madhu Kaavyam Palikinadi
Anjali Anjali Valapula Naa Cheli
Poovanti Padamulaku Pushpaanjali
Muddayina Pedavulaku Mohaanjali
Kalahamsa Nadakalaku Geetaanjali
Kanaraani Nagavulaku Kavitaanjali
Anjali Anjali Pushpaanjali
Anjali Anjali Pushpaanjali
Poovanti Padamulaku Pushpaanjali
Muddayina Pedavulaku Mohanjali
Kalahamsa Nadakalaku Geetaanjali
Kanaraani Nagavulaku Kavitaanjali
Kannula Sanketame Kalalaku Tolakari
Vennela Jalapaatame Valapuku Tadupari
Gundelo Sangeetame Kurisinadenduko Koyilapaate Yilaa Palikinadenduko
Cheluvugaa Eda Maare Maduva Nidha Ammavaasya Nisimaare Vennelagaa
Anjali Anjali Idi Hrudayaanjali
Nee Prema Laahiriki Pushpaanjali
Nee Gaanamaadhuriki Geetaanjali
Eda Dochu Navvulaku Natanaanjali
Kavi Aina Nee Madiki Kavitaanjali
Anjali Anjali Pushpaanjali
Anjali Anjali Pushpaanjali
Poovanti Padamulaku Pushpaanjali
Muddayina Pedavulaku Mohanjali
Kalahamsa Nadakalaku Geetaanjali
Kanaraani Nagavulaku Kavitaanjali
Anjali Nee Choopulo Vennela Velluve
Anjali Naa Voopirai Palikenu Pallave
Kannulo Nuvvu Lenide Kalale Raavule
Naa Madi Nuvvu Lenide Kavite Ledule
Telisenu Nuvve Naa Manasuvani
Mojuku Nelavayina Valapuvani
Anjali Anjali Valapula Naa Cheli
Anjali Anjali Pushpaanjali
Anjali Anjali Pushpaanjali
Poovanti Padamulaku Pushpaanjali
Muddayina Pedavulaku Mohanjali
Kalahamsa Nadakalaku Geetaanjali
Kanaraani Nagavulaku Kavitaanjali
Song-2
Naa necheli naa necheli ee dari ninka mooyake
naa gundelo ee gaayame inka aarakunda cheyake..
siluvane silalalane inka enni nallu moyane...
saluvakai cheluvakai inka entha kalamagane
|| Naa Necheli ||
Necheli nee poojalake naa manasuloni pranayam
naa cheli nuvu kaadante yeda regutundi vilayam
naa prema ne.. ee devataa... karuninchadaa.. batikinchadaa
amrutammilaa vishamainadaa kalanedu sila ainadaa...
|| Naa Necheli ||
naa kalai nuvu raakunte yeda vagachi vagachi pagile
naa jathe nuvu lekunte madi segala ragili pogile
oh nesthamaa.. naa praanamaa.. kala theeradaa oh mounamaa
idi nyayamaa.. idi dharmama.. premisthe adi neramaa...
|| Naa Necheli ||
siluvane silalalane inka enni nallu moyane...
saluvakai cheluvakai inka entha kalamagane
Friday, February 25, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
ADHD and my love life.......
For people trying to know about my love life.... "you are on the wrong page!"
I have ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder).... and ADHD has affected my life.
My personal life took most of the beating.
I should make myself clear that my job at NIMHANS taught me that... "ADHD is a disorder, it is not an excuse, it is a fact."
Now that i look back on my life i see that the string of brief but very passionate relationships i had, ended because i had ADHD.... or maybe because i didn't know i had ADHD. To recognise a problem is as important as finding its solution.
I think that most of my relationships were going pretty good... except that i would miss the non-verbal cues.... when i knew something, i would be so good in executing it.
For example, if i knew it was my girls' parents anniversary, i would get them a nice gift, do something they really might enjoy and make their day.... but the problem was ADHD prevented me from remembering those small things that i considered unimportant.
Also, i would let my girl down on so many occasions... because i genuinely forgot that i had an appointment.... i had to lie to cover up the fact that i had messed up..... and when these lies got caught, i got banged.
now that i know i have ADHD, i am trying to practise how to help myself against my ADHD.
I have missed the cues given by a couple of very good friends.... and as a result lost their friendship too.......
I'd like to apologise publicly to all those people i might have hurt.... sorry that i could never even recognise that i was hurting you.
Let me add that ADHD has also helped me a lot.... i can multi-task better than others... am good at various fields, am very good at something i do when i like it, and i can take any amount of stress!!!
But like spiderman says "It's my gift... it's my curse."
I have ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder).... and ADHD has affected my life.
My personal life took most of the beating.
I should make myself clear that my job at NIMHANS taught me that... "ADHD is a disorder, it is not an excuse, it is a fact."
Now that i look back on my life i see that the string of brief but very passionate relationships i had, ended because i had ADHD.... or maybe because i didn't know i had ADHD. To recognise a problem is as important as finding its solution.
I think that most of my relationships were going pretty good... except that i would miss the non-verbal cues.... when i knew something, i would be so good in executing it.
For example, if i knew it was my girls' parents anniversary, i would get them a nice gift, do something they really might enjoy and make their day.... but the problem was ADHD prevented me from remembering those small things that i considered unimportant.
Also, i would let my girl down on so many occasions... because i genuinely forgot that i had an appointment.... i had to lie to cover up the fact that i had messed up..... and when these lies got caught, i got banged.
now that i know i have ADHD, i am trying to practise how to help myself against my ADHD.
I have missed the cues given by a couple of very good friends.... and as a result lost their friendship too.......
I'd like to apologise publicly to all those people i might have hurt.... sorry that i could never even recognise that i was hurting you.
Let me add that ADHD has also helped me a lot.... i can multi-task better than others... am good at various fields, am very good at something i do when i like it, and i can take any amount of stress!!!
But like spiderman says "It's my gift... it's my curse."
Friday, September 17, 2010
SCARF - Playing with students' emotions to fulfill vested interests???
My friend and colleague Naresh was the reason i applied to NIMHANS in the first place.
The guy has an unparalleled interest in Psychiatry. This unfortunate happened to him recently.
Naresh had applied to Schizophrenia Research Foundation (SCARF), Chennai for DNB primary seat in Psychiatry and attended an interview there in July this year.
After the interview, he was informed that one lady Dr. Varada had been selected for the seat and he was not selected. Naresh had quite forgotten about the interview, and was busy working as a non PG Junior Resident in the department of Psychiatry, NIMHANS, Bangalore.
Naresh received a call on the afternoon of 13th September from Dr.Padma of SCARF informing him that the national board had rejected Dr. Varada's candidature for the DNB seat as it found irregularities in the manner in which the interviews were conducted.
She had told him that according to merit list, he stood second in the interviews. The first place was secured by a candidate from Mumbai and as he had already joined some other institute, gave a NOC (no objection certificate)and that Naresh should take a decision to either join the seat or to let go of it by giving a NOC himself.
Naresh explained to Dr. Padma that he would decide and tell her soon, as he also had to consider the possibility of administrative formalities to quit his current job and shifting to Chennai.
Naresh asked me, and some of our senior colleagues here in NIMHANS about the offer and got a positive response. He wrote an email to Dr. Ramesh Kumar, DNB coordinator of SCARF on the night of 14th September stating his utmost interest in joining the institute and requested for an offer letter, so that he could resign from his current position in NIMHANS.
On 15th of September, Naresh received a call from Dr.Padma who said that he violated protocol for asking an offer letter without confirming that he will join the institute. She then asked him to send an email urgently, addressed to Dr. Ramesh Kumar, that Naresh was confirming that he would be joining the DNB seat on that day, 15th September, within half an hour. She told him that he could just take leave for a day in NIMHANS, visit SCARF and could go back to Bangalore to finish his formalities in NIMHANS there.
Here comes the BIG TWIST in the story!!! Dr. Varada's (the doctor whose candidature was rejected by the national board) husband called up Naresh (GOD KNOWS HOW HE CAME TO KNOW THAT NARESH WAS OFFERED THE SEAT AND HOW HE GOT NARESH'S MOBILE NUMBER....though we can see through a more obvious reason how) and told Naresh that he was planning to file a court case against the National board's decision to reject his wife's candidature and if he wins, Naresh would be at a loss,and "advised" naresh to refrain from joining SCARF.
Naresh called up Dr.Padma about the same and she told him to ignore the call, and stressed that he should immediately send an email that he was joining on the 15th of September. Naresh sent an email at 4:04 pm as per her instructions. He received an email within the next six minutes congratulating him on his joining his institute and the date of joining was 15 September, 2019, along with an attachment - offer letter of joining from SCARF. The offer letter was (deliberately?) dated 14th September 2010. He received another email in four more minutes correcting the date as 15th September,2010 from 15th September,2019.
Naresh informed his superiors at NIMHANS and also his family, who were overjoyed with the news.
Dr Ramesh called up Naresh on 16th September evening and told him that if he wanted to retain his seat, he should be in the institute by 9:30 am on 17th September, and should also pay the fees Rs 40,000 at the same time. A visibly shocked Naresh said ok, explained the situation to his seniors, availed emergency leave, borrowed Rs. 40,000 and decided to board any bus and reach Chennai by morning.
Naresh received an sms from Dr. Ramesh to check his email at around 8:30 pm in the night. Naresh could not believe the email sent to him, which mentioned that as Naresh had neither joined nor paid fees by the 15th of September- the last date of joining as per DNB rules!!!, the offer letter had been withdrawn.
SCARF may say that the institute is legally right in whatever it has done
What made Dr.Ramesh suddenly change his word within hours of asking naresh to come on the 17th of september???
If the plan was always to deny Naresh the seat, and give it to Dr Varada, who was next in line of merit, why was all this dirty business played??? Wouldn't it be face saving for the institute to request naresh for an NOC so that they could give the seat to whomever they want???
How did Dr. Varada's Husband get to know Naresh's name and mobile number???
Does the Management of SCARF know about all this? or will it too feign ignorance like it has been happening from time immemorial???
When was Dr.Varada's candidature rejected? and why did SCARF wait till 2 days before the last date to inform Dr Naresh???
What answer does SCARF management give to Dr. Naresh, his family and to themselves? being in such a noble profession, how do they justify their conscience ???
I did not expect a reputed institute like Schizophrenia Research Foundation (SCARF), Chennai to have acted in this way!!!
The guy has an unparalleled interest in Psychiatry. This unfortunate happened to him recently.
Naresh had applied to Schizophrenia Research Foundation (SCARF), Chennai for DNB primary seat in Psychiatry and attended an interview there in July this year.
After the interview, he was informed that one lady Dr. Varada had been selected for the seat and he was not selected. Naresh had quite forgotten about the interview, and was busy working as a non PG Junior Resident in the department of Psychiatry, NIMHANS, Bangalore.
Naresh received a call on the afternoon of 13th September from Dr.Padma of SCARF informing him that the national board had rejected Dr. Varada's candidature for the DNB seat as it found irregularities in the manner in which the interviews were conducted.
She had told him that according to merit list, he stood second in the interviews. The first place was secured by a candidate from Mumbai and as he had already joined some other institute, gave a NOC (no objection certificate)and that Naresh should take a decision to either join the seat or to let go of it by giving a NOC himself.
Naresh explained to Dr. Padma that he would decide and tell her soon, as he also had to consider the possibility of administrative formalities to quit his current job and shifting to Chennai.
Naresh asked me, and some of our senior colleagues here in NIMHANS about the offer and got a positive response. He wrote an email to Dr. Ramesh Kumar, DNB coordinator of SCARF on the night of 14th September stating his utmost interest in joining the institute and requested for an offer letter, so that he could resign from his current position in NIMHANS.
On 15th of September, Naresh received a call from Dr.Padma who said that he violated protocol for asking an offer letter without confirming that he will join the institute. She then asked him to send an email urgently, addressed to Dr. Ramesh Kumar, that Naresh was confirming that he would be joining the DNB seat on that day, 15th September, within half an hour. She told him that he could just take leave for a day in NIMHANS, visit SCARF and could go back to Bangalore to finish his formalities in NIMHANS there.
Here comes the BIG TWIST in the story!!! Dr. Varada's (the doctor whose candidature was rejected by the national board) husband called up Naresh (GOD KNOWS HOW HE CAME TO KNOW THAT NARESH WAS OFFERED THE SEAT AND HOW HE GOT NARESH'S MOBILE NUMBER....though we can see through a more obvious reason how) and told Naresh that he was planning to file a court case against the National board's decision to reject his wife's candidature and if he wins, Naresh would be at a loss,and "advised" naresh to refrain from joining SCARF.
Naresh called up Dr.Padma about the same and she told him to ignore the call, and stressed that he should immediately send an email that he was joining on the 15th of September. Naresh sent an email at 4:04 pm as per her instructions. He received an email within the next six minutes congratulating him on his joining his institute and the date of joining was 15 September, 2019, along with an attachment - offer letter of joining from SCARF. The offer letter was (deliberately?) dated 14th September 2010. He received another email in four more minutes correcting the date as 15th September,2010 from 15th September,2019.
Naresh informed his superiors at NIMHANS and also his family, who were overjoyed with the news.
Dr Ramesh called up Naresh on 16th September evening and told him that if he wanted to retain his seat, he should be in the institute by 9:30 am on 17th September, and should also pay the fees Rs 40,000 at the same time. A visibly shocked Naresh said ok, explained the situation to his seniors, availed emergency leave, borrowed Rs. 40,000 and decided to board any bus and reach Chennai by morning.
Naresh received an sms from Dr. Ramesh to check his email at around 8:30 pm in the night. Naresh could not believe the email sent to him, which mentioned that as Naresh had neither joined nor paid fees by the 15th of September- the last date of joining as per DNB rules!!!, the offer letter had been withdrawn.
SCARF may say that the institute is legally right in whatever it has done
What made Dr.Ramesh suddenly change his word within hours of asking naresh to come on the 17th of september???
If the plan was always to deny Naresh the seat, and give it to Dr Varada, who was next in line of merit, why was all this dirty business played??? Wouldn't it be face saving for the institute to request naresh for an NOC so that they could give the seat to whomever they want???
How did Dr. Varada's Husband get to know Naresh's name and mobile number???
Does the Management of SCARF know about all this? or will it too feign ignorance like it has been happening from time immemorial???
When was Dr.Varada's candidature rejected? and why did SCARF wait till 2 days before the last date to inform Dr Naresh???
What answer does SCARF management give to Dr. Naresh, his family and to themselves? being in such a noble profession, how do they justify their conscience ???
I did not expect a reputed institute like Schizophrenia Research Foundation (SCARF), Chennai to have acted in this way!!!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Sundays are so boring!!!
Two weeks since i have come to NIMHANS, Bangalore, and i am already feeling bored on sundays!!!
I have no off on sundays, have to go to the hospital and check on my patients. I am not complaining. I am free all afternoon and evenings but everybody else is so busy here even on sundays that I have no company! I really don't understand what is it with people and work on sundays :(
I have to start coaxing people to finish their duties fast and accompany me for lunch, or a movie, or dinner.... that might work.
Have to just adjust for a week or so before my best buddy Naresh too comes here. He got appointed yesterday.
Well, i will try to find the best food joints in bangalore by next week and put up a list of places that provide good spicy food!
And a toast to loners in new cites like me.... this one is for you:
"Bhookh ke maare phati padi gaand hai,
Aur tumhe kaam se fursat nahi....
Bhookh ke maare phati padi gaand hai,
Aur tumhe kaam se fursat nahi....
Kabhi kabhi to khud ke vaaste jeelo,
Doosron ke liye marne ko, padi kaayanaat hai."
I've just been to Nagarjuna Restaurant in Jayanagar 3rd Block.
The food is goooood. I mean, I like spicy food... so, if your spice content is on the lower side, you can avoid this place. A meal for two usually costs about rs 300 :)
I have no off on sundays, have to go to the hospital and check on my patients. I am not complaining. I am free all afternoon and evenings but everybody else is so busy here even on sundays that I have no company! I really don't understand what is it with people and work on sundays :(
I have to start coaxing people to finish their duties fast and accompany me for lunch, or a movie, or dinner.... that might work.
Have to just adjust for a week or so before my best buddy Naresh too comes here. He got appointed yesterday.
Well, i will try to find the best food joints in bangalore by next week and put up a list of places that provide good spicy food!
And a toast to loners in new cites like me.... this one is for you:
"Bhookh ke maare phati padi gaand hai,
Aur tumhe kaam se fursat nahi....
Bhookh ke maare phati padi gaand hai,
Aur tumhe kaam se fursat nahi....
Kabhi kabhi to khud ke vaaste jeelo,
Doosron ke liye marne ko, padi kaayanaat hai."
I've just been to Nagarjuna Restaurant in Jayanagar 3rd Block.
The food is goooood. I mean, I like spicy food... so, if your spice content is on the lower side, you can avoid this place. A meal for two usually costs about rs 300 :)
Monday, August 9, 2010
What makes me happy?
I was listening to a lecture from a well known Psychiatrist the other week. While speaking on how to assess a patient he said "ask him what makes him happy?"
I don't usually take notes (though all residents are expected to), but i picked up my pen and scribbled down "what makes ME happy?". After the lecture i went back to work, and after two days, i chanced upon it. I pondered for a unusually long time....
what makes me happy?.... now thats a trick question.
I call it a trick question because we often misinterpret that as what makes us smile? Happiness is more long lasting... a smile more fleeting. maybe putting a coin in an old beggar's hand or waving to a six year old kid would make me smile... but not happy.
Happiness is the smile that extends from your lips to your heart... :)
Prayer (though i pray once in 2 or 3 months :D ), cycling, speaking to my dad, listening to music, and helping my patients - make me happy.
Playing guitar.... or trying to learn to play the guitar makes me happy. i think that would make me happy as it was something i planned to do for a long time.
After all this thought, i was wondering "Hey.... all things that make me happy are within my reach... why did i never think of this before? I mean i could listen to music, i could pray, i could buy a cycle, i could buy a guitar, i could try to help my patients even more and i sure could talk to my dad!!!"
But i didn't .....
Maybe my busy mechanical life doesn't give me enough time?
:(
As Kavi Pradeep truly said "dekh tere sansaar ki haalat kya ho gayi bhagwaan.... kitna badal gaya insaan... kitna badal gaya insaan..."
I don't usually take notes (though all residents are expected to), but i picked up my pen and scribbled down "what makes ME happy?". After the lecture i went back to work, and after two days, i chanced upon it. I pondered for a unusually long time....
what makes me happy?.... now thats a trick question.
I call it a trick question because we often misinterpret that as what makes us smile? Happiness is more long lasting... a smile more fleeting. maybe putting a coin in an old beggar's hand or waving to a six year old kid would make me smile... but not happy.
Happiness is the smile that extends from your lips to your heart... :)
Prayer (though i pray once in 2 or 3 months :D ), cycling, speaking to my dad, listening to music, and helping my patients - make me happy.
Playing guitar.... or trying to learn to play the guitar makes me happy. i think that would make me happy as it was something i planned to do for a long time.
After all this thought, i was wondering "Hey.... all things that make me happy are within my reach... why did i never think of this before? I mean i could listen to music, i could pray, i could buy a cycle, i could buy a guitar, i could try to help my patients even more and i sure could talk to my dad!!!"
But i didn't .....
Maybe my busy mechanical life doesn't give me enough time?
:(
As Kavi Pradeep truly said "dekh tere sansaar ki haalat kya ho gayi bhagwaan.... kitna badal gaya insaan... kitna badal gaya insaan..."
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